The cover of our book!

The cover of our book!
The book that I co-wrote with my wonderful father

Utah

Utah
Football and Beauty all in one photo

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Concerts and a new band!

Tired of listening to the same old bands, and artists? Well if you (like I was) then you should check out the following band: The MoonDoggies.

The MoonDoogies which is a mixture of rock, folk, and blues. They are from Seattle (of course they are) and really are very talented. I recently saw them in Salt Lake, and impressed me beyond belief. The band consists of a drummer, bassist, lead guitarist, singer and piano/keyboardist. The lead guitarist also plays a mean harmonica as well. They know how to bring it down a few keys and play a bit more of the mellow folk tunes, but then they also know how and when to turn it up and play more rock. All members of the band are extremely talented musicians. They will keep you rocking, dancing and feeling funky all night long.

Check out their myspace page: http://www.myspace.com/themoondoggies
or
Website: www.moondoggiesmusic.com

This post has also reminded me how much I love going to concerts, especially very intimate shows. I am doing my best trying to explore more of the venues, and music scene that SLC has to offer. The venue that The Moondoggies played at is awesome. For those of us that are a bit poor at the moment, this venue is great. Most day of show tickets are $10.00 and usually no ticketing fee! If you want to have a frosty beverage while listening to some rad music, well a beer (delicious and on tap) at The State Room only costs $4.00 max. Oh I love concerts!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

From one NCLB advocate to a critic all within 4 years

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=124209100

Finally one of the former advocates, supporters and backers of NCLB (No Child Left Behind) has come to her senses and realized how awful of a program we have in place in our public school system. Diane Ravitch once a conservative advocate has changed her opinion about NCLB.

In a recent interview on NPR she stated, " I was known as a conservative advocate of many of these policies," Ravitch says. "But I've looked at the evidence and I've concluded they're wrong. They've put us on the wrong track. I feel passionately about the improvement of public education and I don't think any of this is going to improve public education."

She finally has seen the "real" results of NCLB, which have turned our education system into another capitalist enterprise where our schools compete against each other vs. work together to help our students. Instead of our schools acting like one big family, they act like different sporting teams, whom are all trying to win the championship- and will do anything to win it. Instead of sharing resources, having engaging conversations about what type of assessments work or ways to help promote good behavior, schools hide that information so they can "win" over the other local neighborhood school.

Her change of heart emerged in Nov. 2006 when she went to a conference in DC where she heard a doxen or so scholars present their analyses of NCLB's remedies. It was at this conference where she realized that NCLB was actually a FAILURE. The conference examined whether the major remedies that were presented in NCLB were effective. Was the NCLB "workbook" working? The presentations that day demonstrated that the state education departments were submerged deeply into new bureaucratic requirements, procedures and routines and the NCLB remedies were not making a difference otherwise.

It was the collection of data from this conference that was so convincing. Initially NCLB wanted to give each student, or family a choice. Give them the opportunity to switch schools if a student was at a failing school. While this all sounded excellent and very helpful- it did not happen in most states, or it happened at alarming rates. In California for example, less than 1 percent of eligible students in "failing" schools asked to transfer to another school. Most districts had only one school at each grade level, and the state's urban districts did not have enough seats available. Many scholars questioned whether choice was even a successful strategy, because many found that choice had little or no effect on student achievement.

Even if choice was a good strategy most students were not transferring schools because no letter informing parents of their rights was ever delivered. Something else that the conference brought up was the most parents did not want their children to leave the neighborhood school, even if the Federal Government offered and promised a better school.

Another aspect to this choice was Free after-school tutoring, and again did not provide any sufficient evidence that NCLB was helping struggling students. The problem with this choice was how few students actually qualified for this service. Only 7% of all students in CA. were eligible and received tutoring. 7% that is it.

I could go on and on about all the failings of NCLB that were brought up from this conference, but that would just continue to bore everyone. The point is that one of the biggest proponents of NCLB has finally admitted how bad of a program it is. With her book out and continual discussions of why it is a bad program maybe change can finally come our way. Maybe a totally new program that really helps to close the gap of achievement can actually be created and implemented into our system. Maybe I am just being a bit too optimistic, but I am really hoping and advocating for change! For my sake as a future Special Education teacher, and for our future students as well!





Thursday, March 11, 2010

A poem for thought

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I used to have you more than friends.
I used to have, hold and love you but that all came to an end.
It seems like I am not everything you need.
Do I want what we used to have, now that depends.
All I must do now is let my heart mend.





Wednesday, March 10, 2010

From an aspiring writer, to a published author!

I can officially add the title of "published author" and "published photographer" onto the list of accomplishments that I have already had in my 24 years of life. Wow, how freaking cool is that? Honestly it has been a dream of mine to "make it big" with my writing. While I was so excited when The Oregon Coast Magazine featured a writing piece of mine in their magazine, I am even more excited with the fact that I co-wrote a book. A BOOK! I am so grateful, and so zealous to have had the opportunity to engage in the process of writing a book, never mind the chance to get it published.

Today was such a surreal experience for myself seeing my name on a book, as well as my picture. I kind of felt like Sandra Bullock after she won an Oscar for Best Actress from her beautiful performance in the Blindside. She was so humble, so gracious and so surprised--that is excatly how I felt today! Okay so maybe I did not have a lavish and absolutely stunning gown on, but I did have my awesome blue rain boots on after a field trip with fourth graders to The Great Salt Lake. A girl in my MAT program bought the book and then asked me to sign it. She actually wanted my AUTOGRAPH....mine! That was the first time anyone has ever asked me for my autograph and let me just say how cool of an experience that was. It's not everyday that someone wants your autograph.

Another surreal moment was when I read the first review on Amazon about the baseball book that I co-wrote. I could not believe that this stranger gave us five stars to start out his review. He was so complimentary, so honest and so nice. While I know all book reviews will not be that complimentary, it was a great way to start the process off.

I am so humbled, so happy and feel so incredibly blessed right now to have been given this great opportunity. Getting published is one of the hardest things, and here I am at 24 published. I feel like I am living a dream. Hopefully there will be other publications to come in the future, including at least one children's book.

I officially can cross getting published off my entire life bucket list. Yes, I feel so empowered when I can cross off something on my personal life list.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

relationships

Throughout our whole lives we enter into new relationships, some of them last and some of them do not. We begin dating a new guy, or a new girl. We make a new friend, have a new roommate or start a new relationship with a new pet. When a new relationship starts, we (mostly meaning I) get caught up in it. What can I say I am a passionate person! Once I am passionate about someone, it's hard for me not to fully emerge myself in that relationship. While there is absolutely nothing wrong with this, it can bring up some issues. Issues that I have recently realized and am now trying to mend.
I was recently in a relationship with a boy, which abruptly ended last night to be exact. But during my time in this relationship I really put so many other things in my life on hold for him and for us. Things like: my friends, my family, my "Jenna" time and even lessened by quality of some work for graduate school. I did not go snowboarding as much as I wanted to, nor did I go out dancing and such like I used to. Basically I was still this insanely busy person, but insanely busy with school and my boyfriend. I gave up so much for us and now that us is no more.
With my newly found single status again, (which is what I know best) I realized and decided what relationships are really worth being passionate over. When I was in a relationship with Zac I neglected my relationships with my friends. While I might not have very many friends in Utah, the one's I do have I cherish. Yet here I was neglecting all that I cherished. So I have reset my pritorities, and my passions towards working to develop and improve all of my friendships and family communication. While boys will come in and out my life- good friendships last forever. Good friendships show me love everyday! I live a crazy life right now so I already have limited free time, but that limited time will now be for my friends because at the end of the day they are the one's that WOULD BAIL ME OUT OF JAIL if I needed it.
So here is to all my wonderful friends may our relationships just continue to grow with happiness and love. While I may be a bit sad about my ending boyfriend relationship with Zac, I hope that we can begin a new friendship relationship when the time is right of course.

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