GOODBYES

It all starts back to the spring/summer of 2008, I had just graduated from Oregon State and not only said goodbye to all my friends there, but had to see one of them move to Japan. One in particular that was one the closest people to me. My two best girlfriends from high school were both moving to Texas and for me that felt and still feels far. One to pursue her PhD from Baylor, the other to teach at a Catholic school in Harlington, near the boarder. While it was hard to say goodbye, I know that I'll be seeing them again real soon.

Then I moved to Utah and had an up and down year, but I eventually did meet some great people. One in particular that still to this day has shown me so much love, and so much inspiration. He captured my heart, and then I had to say goodbye to him summer of 2009 as he started a new path in his life of going to Medical School to become a doctor. If our paths are meant to cross again in the future they will. I totally believe that faith will bring us back to one another, so let's see if that does happen.

I have found myself saying goodbye to so many of my closest, dearest and best friends and it will just continue. I guess I have gotten a lot better at saying goodbye. I think to really sum it up best is through a quote by Owl City from their single Fireflies "I am weird, because I hate goodbyes and I got misty eyes as they said farewell."

Then there was my dear friend Adam, a good old Oregon boy who moved from the Rose city to one of the heartlands of the Midwest, Nebraska. As he moved for numerous reasons; a chance at to pursue a PhD and a continual of his relationship with his girlfriend. While it was really hard to say goodbye to him especially because he stopped by Salt Lake on his way out there and hung out with me for a night, it was even harder to think that I might not see him again. Adam is one friend I am unsure whether I'll see him again in life. I hope that I do, but I am unsure. Adam and I have been to the moon and back with our friendship and it is sad to think that maybe that is it. We have survived the hard, and awkard times and have come out even closer. LIke with Wilson, hopefully it is the cards to see him again as well. I am crossing my fingers!

While we probably all hate to say goodbye, it is a part of life that is constant. Now a new slew of goodbyes is in order, first to my dear friend Sean who is moving to Thailand in January. I am so excited for him though because I know he has been wrestling with this thought for months now. I know that his new life path will lead him to timeless adventures and be something that he will remember for ever. So while my eyes will be a bit misty, I know that only great opportunities, new life growth, and awesome adventures are in his future. I am confident that Sean and I will be saying hello to one another again someday. I have a good feeling about that.

Sometimes the best things about goodbyes are that I get to visit Sean and others and see all of their crazy, fun adventures as well as have some of my own! Also with goodbyes are a chance for some new hellos in the future. So while I am hate them, I do embrace and accept them.

Hopefully I will get to soon say hello again to the following people: Sarah, Adriana, David, Matt, Adam, Wilson, Leslie, Laura and Sean!