Getting handed the friend card

   If I get "I just want to be friends" card one more time by a guy, after we became more than friends I am going to scream.  Seriously, I am so tired of this sequence which seems to happen to me time after time. Is it me, or is it the type of guys that I choose to date? 

   What is worse than getting the friend card is seeing the guys that I used to date or my so-called friend find another girl to date right afterwards. That too has happened to me.  

   So I told myself I wouldn't vent about this new encounter of my recent friend card drawing, but it did just happen and I am a bit frailed and bit sadden by this new encounter. I knew the inevitable would be coming in the future, but I wasn't ready this soon. I am not ready to accept this new outcome, not yet at least.  I guess it is good that I am going to Europe in a week because I definitely need a new scene at the moment. 

   Europe is going to be a blast, five countries in three and a half weeks with my brother who is Mr. Social and Mr. Popular it can't get much better than that. I'll be traveling and able to flirt with Italian men, Croatian men, Czech me, Austrian men, and Slovanian men all I want and not feel guility! 

   I know that someday some guy will really want to be with me, love me and just want to be with me.  He won't hand me the friend card after we have dated for a month and a half, instead we'll continue to date and continue to grow in our relationship. 

   To put a positive spin, things like this only make me stronger and more of an awesome woman. 

Much Love,

Jenna